first of all, it was a very different experience for me. As you mentioned, dumduz was a different experience from massage, but really:) To be able to get close to my body and relax, to deepen the feeling of serenity, is the meaning of massage for me. My experience with you also made the impression on my mind from the differences it accommodated, it made me experience letting go of myself by trusting someone and feeling the pressure at that moment, without questioning, without worrying, even though the momentary questions were confusing the mind, to get away from them and focus on the contact. It was a very positive experience for me😊
When I was a person who could sleep deeply and seeing ruyas, I was deprived of them for 2 months. Yesterday I was able to sleep, where I was able to dream again for the first time in a long time.